ah, fair enough, I know a few people who have quit booze cause of problems with it!
(sorry my last post was anon, damned thing!)
my advice is to avoid the harder drugs full stop tbh, I know people who have ended up in a bad way due to them...
I have good news on my end cause I remembered my mum has a laptop that she never uses, so pinched that for now
hopefully does the trick till I can get my main pc repaired (been meaning to for ages but now the laptop is gone again gonna actually get it fixed)