[Nut.]

(Original post by SciFiBoy)
we do both meets I went to were fun and people here are really nice and friendly as well

We're all pre-built empathy machines

[Sabertooth]

(Original post by Noodlzzz)
Ok, totally random idea, but who's up for the next dep soc meet to be at a theme park?

Holy crap...YES! YES YES YES!!!!

[CherryCherryBoomBoom]

(Original post by Noodlzzz)
Ok, totally random idea, but who's up for the next dep soc meet to be at a theme park?

Ah yeah, that sounds like a pretty fun idea . I might be up for it

[SciFiRory]

(Original post by Nut.)
We're all pre-built empathy machines

hehe,

[Sabertooth]

I've been playing badminton with that Mind charity. Good fun, it's good to get out the house and do exercise and interact with people.

Found out why everyone there seems so normal....they're all volunteers not patients. And the person on my team kept making me lose, was so annoyed! Grrrrrrrrr!

[Nut.]

My thoughts are getting jumpy/paranoid. Hoping it's just a temporary effect of lack of meds/ no sleep/ lots of alcohol, because being suspicious of all the people walking around outside isn't fun, and neither was repeatedly throwing back the shower curtain this morning to check there was nobody there.

[headunderwater]

I was just wondering, what do you all see/feel when you look into the mirror?

I never really feel anything, because I feel completely disconnected from the person I see. I "know" logically that it's me, I can recognise my reflection and recognise myself in pictures, but it doesn't "feel" like it's me. I don't really know what it is I expect to see, but whatever it is I expect, it's not my actual reflection.

[Anonymous]

(Original post by Nut.)
My thoughts are getting jumpy/paranoid. Hoping it's just a temporary effect of lack of meds/ no sleep/ lots of alcohol, because being suspicious of all the people walking around outside isn't fun, and neither was repeatedly throwing back the shower curtain this morning to check there was nobody there.

i've done the shower curtain thing too many times it always makes my shower twice as long as it should be, and gets water all over the floor!

hopefully it is just temporary cause of those reasons

[ParadoxSocks]

(Original post by Nut.)
My thoughts are getting jumpy/paranoid. Hoping it's just a temporary effect of lack of meds/ no sleep/ lots of alcohol, because being suspicious of all the people walking around outside isn't fun, and neither was repeatedly throwing back the shower curtain this morning to check there was nobody there.

I get that sometimes. If I'm lying in the bath and I can't see the floor I'll keep sitting up to make sure nothing is crouching near the bath. Hope it passes soon because it really does suck!

[Idle]

Oh wow, 500 pages already

[lifeguardsleeping]

(Original post by headunderwater)
I was just wondering, what do you all see/feel when you look into the mirror?

I never really feel anything, because I feel completely disconnected from the person I see. I "know" logically that it's me, I can recognise my reflection and recognise myself in pictures, but it doesn't "feel" like it's me. I don't really know what it is I expect to see, but whatever it is I expect, it's not my actual reflection.

I know what you mean, it happened to me just once when I was really upset... it passed though.

[Sabertooth]

(Original post by Nut.)
My thoughts are getting jumpy/paranoid. Hoping it's just a temporary effect of lack of meds/ no sleep/ lots of alcohol, because being suspicious of all the people walking around outside isn't fun, and neither was repeatedly throwing back the shower curtain this morning to check there was nobody there.

Lack of sleep can most definitely do that to you. Maybe try and cut back on the alcohol too.

[lifeguardsleeping]

(Original post by bullettheory)
Are you borderline too? I feel outnumbered here

I'm borderline!

Well, I've been diagnosed borderline quite recently, I don't know how I feel about this

[Nut.]

(Original post by Sabertooth)
Lack of sleep can most definitely do that to you. Maybe try and cut back on the alcohol too.

Yeah I know.
Problem is at the moment that it's the only thing that stops all the thoughts dragging away in my head.

I hope I can sleep tonight... still not at all tired after 41 hours awake.

[headunderwater]

(Original post by lifeguardsleeping)
I'm borderline!

Well, I've been diagnosed borderline quite recently, I don't know how I feel about this

Remember guys: abuse + self harm = BPD.

[bullettheory]

(Original post by lifeguardsleeping)
I'm borderline!

Well, I've been diagnosed borderline quite recently, I don't know how I feel about this

Yay! (Well not yay that you are borderline, but yay that there are some out there )

I got diagnosed for the first time about a year ago, and I had the same, no idea what to feel about it either. I still sometimes think "There is no way I have this", and try and push it all away, but I suppose that isn't very productive... Well I try not to anymore. Are you getting treatment for it?

[Stiff Little Fingers]

(Original post by Nut.)
Yeah I know.
Problem is at the moment that it's the only thing that stops all the thoughts dragging away in my head.

I hope I can sleep tonight... still not at all tired after 41 hours awake.

Impressive work. Most I've ever gone was 42 hours (meaning of life ).

[Sabertooth]

(Original post by headunderwater)
Remember guys: abuse + self harm = BPD.

I got diagnosed with it without the abuse.

I'm speshal.

[Nut.]

(Original post by Alofleicester)
Impressive work. Most I've ever gone was 42 hours (meaning of life ).

Mmm. Caffeine probably played its part overnight, but now the daylight seems to be keeping me awake, even with my curtains drawn so people can't see me.

Hopefully I'll crash and sleep for like 24 hours

[headunderwater]

(Original post by Sabertooth)
I got diagnosed with it without the abuse.

You know any self harm means you must have a borderline personality. Being abused just makes their arguments stronger.