I am confused about what to do with my education right now. l was going to go onto an access course in September last year but l was unable to because l wasn't out of education for a year; so l had to go onto a Health and Social Care course to provide some health knowledge before going on to do either nursing or counselling.
The course l am now; l hate it a lot. l specifically asked to go on a placement in a hospital or a residential/nursing home because l need to get experience working on a ward for a university l want to go to, but they put me in a school and didn't bother to ring up the other placement that l could've worked in (l asked them beforehand and they said l could), so they put someone else in there. l wasn't allowed to swap over and l haven't been attending to my placement because l don't enjoy it at all - the teachers are awful, l don't really get on with the children and the place isn't for me. l will fail my course but would l be better off doing an access course and an NVQ (l work as a care assistant), or would the effort l've put into it, be a waste?
l'm confused as to what l should do so l need help! l work every day and l dread waking up in the morning and getting moaned at about not going to my placement. I am 19, thanks.