(Original post by Anonymous)
my mum was an alcoholic and it ended badly.. she passed away... i miss her so much everyday and there are so many things i wish i could have done but i know not one would have helped. she only realised there was a problem when it was too late.. it's an evil disease and i can't describe how much i miss her 5 years on...
your mum does love you, but the drink.. it changes them. it is a disease and she needs help but the only one who can really help them is themselves.. just be there for her..
crying does not change a thing, they do not see it, telling her what she is doing.. none of it helps..
i regret so much the arguments my mum and i had. mainly due to drink, mainly die to the fact i didn't understand... there are so many things i wish i did differently..
what i wish most of all is that i was older when it happened, i was young, i didn't understand..