GP appointment:
- seeing psychiatrist next Wednesday (a different one again though annoyingly, will possibly be getting weekly slots)
- still no referral to CMHT for a keyworker (apparently this process would somehow magically be going smoother if I had a mobile phone
[my GP contradicted himself several times when I called him out on this one])
- been prescribed zolpidem for sleeping problems and complan for lack of eating
It's unusual for side-effects to appear on the same day as you start an antidepressant, but not unheard of (has happened to me). Like others said though these side-effects do tend to disappear after not too long - could be only a few days, possibly a couple of weeks, although longer if you're unlucky. Don't worry about bitching on here - we all have to have a bit of a moan occasionally and none of us judges each other about it - we know we're all in the same boat.
I GOT FREE NHS CHOCOLATE MILKSHAKES! They're really thick and creamy too.
Jealous?
I'm gonna go on the safe side and say get the quetiapine. You know you came pretty close to things getting dangerously bad recently, and since it was the quetiapine that helped you out personally I don't want you to risk it.
Plus walking is good for you (says the person who's barely left the house in days)!
Really hope it goes/went well - having someone close to you who supports you can make a world of difference.
Ah bed, if I had talent I'd write a whole poem in praise of you. Have you tried thinking up a reward to give yourself for phoning the doctor? Sometimes having an incentive can help me finally get my arse into gear.