[Anonymous]

Please help i feel so depressed, i literally cant stop crying! I hate my life! I was bullied through school and had no true friends! Then i met my 1st (only) boyfriend about 4 years after school, even though we did go school together and ive never been so happy, been together almost three years untill yesterday when suddenly broke up with me! I thought we were fine and happy, with only just getting back from holiday! Im goin have to move out! I have no idea what to do with my life, i have no hobbies, hate my fat body and face, cant stand work, i have zero friends as no one seems to like me, im heartbroken from my boyfriend, he was the only one who seemed to understand me, I love him so much! I just dont know what is wrong with me

[bullettheory]

I'm sorry that you and your boyfriend have broken up, it's a horrible thing when that happens, especially when you have gone out for a long time.

What are you doing at the moment, are you working or studying, or neither? Is there something that you would like to do? Is there a hobby which you have wanted to take up, but haven't yet? If not, why not give it a go? Getting out, meeting people with similar interests can really boost your self esteem.

Have you struggled with depressive thoughts for a while? If so, maybe talking to your GP would help, or seeing a counsellor?

[Natasha_321]

I'm sorry Things sound really tought for you atm! ^ 'bullettheory' gave u some good advice!
So why don't you go book an appt with your doctor or school councelor.... There is nothing they haven't heard before and the reason they are there is to HELP so don't be discouraged in any way!
Can you speak to anyone else - family/carer/ friend? You can always come on the boards and talk about how you are feeling - always here for you if u need to! There is nothing wrong with you.. many people feel like this... and it does get better - you just gotta be strong and with some support from these lovely people i mentioned you'll see that things will get better - so don't give up before trying. - YOU didn't cause any of this and are totally worth living a happy life!!!
I hope you're okay?
Take care!