I need three As to get in, which I think and hope beyond belief is manageable for me, yet I am just so terrified of missing my grades as I've got into my dream course at my dream university. This is what I have wanted from about the age of 14/15 and to finally be so close, yet knowing I could slip up at the last hurdle is terrifying.
If I get the grades, believe me I will be over the moon. If I don't, I don't know what I'll do with myself.