Dear All,
This is my first post in the forum but i really need help as my life got to a unimaginably very complicated stage,
I used to be a student at the university of salford for 4 years, during the 4 years i have retook first year and at the forth year i failed 4 modules then i wasnt allowed to go back to university that was about a year ago, i come from the middle east, my dad has paid for everything, but he dont know that i failed a year or that i didnt finish university, my family thinks i finished, i work at the family business but i cant take anymore lying to my family, i dont know if i should go back to university, i think if i told them i will get kicked out of the house for good which is their right because i have been so careless and spent alot of money for no result, about 4 months i have keratoconus (its a condition where the cornia in the eye is shaping like a cone which make the vision very very bad) and had an operation, it was a failed operation and i still have the problem with my eyes and I am severe dyslexic, these are what making me scared to go back to uni., Ihave had thoughts of killing myself because i dont see a way out of it....
What would you do in my place, should i go back to university at 23 if i could, if i got kicked out of my house should work and save money to go to university or am i too old for it?