Hi, this is a really long story but I hope someone can read through it and give me some advice.
Basically, I did a year of uni back home (I'm an EU student) and then I decided I wanted to study in the UK so I applied and got an offer to study roughly the same subject. But the university didn't allow me to just transfer to second year, so I had to start first year again.
Throughout this year, I had a lot of problems with homesickness, finding friends on my course (I'm younger than my course mates), adjusting to a new city etc which I guess is normal. But by the end of first term, my grandmother passed away which was really hard for me because we were so close. I submitted the extenuating circumstances form and was allowed some extensions for my coursework.
However, I never really managed to get back on track again and started becoming quite depressed but I would just think it was because the death of my grandmother was still quite recent.
I had a hard time during the exams period, and after coming back home for the summer I got anti-depressants from my GP.
Because I failed four modules, I had to come back again during summer to resit them. However, I had some really bad anxiety attacks and nervous breakdowns during that period, and could barely eat, sleep or take care of myself. It was so bad that at some point I had suicidal thoughts, and that scared me because I didn't recognize myself.
Between my first breakdowns and my first resit, there was only three days and I didn't know if I should sit the exams or not, considering I was so mentally unwell and unable to focus. I couldn't ask for alternative arrangements because there was no time. I saw my welfare tutor who said I would have to either defer this year, and sit these exams next year or take them now,and if I fail, be forced to withdraw. Deferring wasn't an option because a lot of the pressure came from me not wanting to be another year behind. My personal tutor told me there was the option of appealing.
So I sat the exams, and meanwhile saw a GP who wrote a medical certificate referring back/supporting to a medical letter I had from my GP at home. I submitted these forms along with an extenuating circumstances form. Today I got my results, and I only passed one resit, and was 6 points away from passing the one I HAD to pass. It also says that I "should withdraw from my programme".
I've been trying to contact my tutor, who is away until tomorrow. I got an e-mail saying basically they've seen my extenuating circumstances, but won't consider them. I don't understand why???
overall the added grades from my modules is 40%, so in that case I have passed. But individually, I'm 6 points short.
So sorry this is so long, but I really need some advice. I can't get hold of anyone and I've already had another breakdown... what do you think my options are? I REALLY don't want to leave, I love what I'm studying and I worked so hard to get here, saved so much money and this has in turn cost me so much money. I feel like I'll never get my degree and I hate myself so much.