Hey guys, I’mjust about to go back for my second year at uni and need some help.
Basically,I started uni September 2011 and I had such high hopes for it. I had been on a gap year and had seen howwell some of my friends got on with their flatmates so, thought that with a bitof effort it would be the same for me. How wrong I was…Since then my uni social life has just gone completelypear-shaped. For starters, my flatsituation was pretty crap seeing as I was in a flat with two of the mostarrogant loud-mouthed boys I have ever met and 2 other girls who were pretty bitchy, cold and just generally unkind from the start.
Freshers week was a total disaster too. I’m quite quiet and introverted before you get to know me and the whole of freshers week was spent getting hammered with the whole of my floor and going out every night for a week. I’m definitely not against drinking or going out, I do enjoy them both and I understood that they’re a major part of freshers week. But playing drinking games with about 30 people who I had met the previous day and getting absolutely wasted with them is just something that I’m not comfortable with and find really weird tbh. Whatever happened to just chilling in the kitchen, listening to music or watching a dvd or doing something other than clubbing? I mean, on one night I suggested playing cluedo with my 4 other flatmates to get to know them better (just to do something not involving drinking!). I was so shocked that they agreed, but when it came down to it as usual it just ended up as a “drinking game cluedo” with the whole floor and once again, everyone just ended up getting wasted and stayed up till about 5 am. I actually found it ridiculous that they could not do one thing that did not involve alcohol. :/ (this continued throughout the whole year and I got woken up at least once a week by these drunken mongs coming in from nights out.)
Anyway, my situation with my flatmates didn’t improve, and I was shocked one night when Iwas trying to sleep, to hear mr arrogant-flatmate -number-2 drunkenly bitching about me in the kitchen. I can’tremember the exact details but it wasn’t good…. And the worst thing was that I had no idea what I’d done to deserve it. L Not only that, but the 2 girls started to leave me out so much. They would get pizza without me and would always do things with just the two of them but never invite me and were just sarky with me all the time, but not in a funny way, in a genuinely nasty way.
I decided enough was enough, so just stopped even trying to socialise with any of my flatmates. Anyway, I was lucky to find a group of people who seemed more similar to me and was pretty happy with them. But as time went by I started to realise that I wasn’t really developing any true friendships within the group. It dawned on me that we were only really together when we were going on nights out or on rare occasions watching tv together. Also, the girl who had introduced me to this group (and probably my best friend at the time) would only see me if I arranged it ie she would never arrange to see me herself, which kind of left me feeling pretty rubbish. Despite this, I decided that there wasn’t much I could do because I’d left it too late to join societies etc so just hung in there with this group.
Anyway things continued like this for a few months and everything remained much the same. I and 3 other girls from the group decided to get a house together for second year and I finally felt like some real friendships could be formed with these 3 other girls. But after signing for the house I noticed that this wasn’t happening. Because none of us 4 girls lived together I thought it was important that we all made effort to meet up and get to know each other. The other 3 just didn’t seem to think so and I would still only see them when we went on big group night outs so never really got chance to talk to them one on one. :/ At one point I was actually told that I was “needy” by one of my future flatmates on skype, simply because I wanted to meet up with her. I felt so lonely at this point. Anyway, now,2 of these girls (future flatmates) have boyfriends who they spend all their time with and the other one is best friends with another girl who will live ina different house… so not very promising on the friendship front really.
Anyway, the long and short of it is that I’m so sick and tired of not having real friends to hang out with at uni. My friends at home would say I’m nice, fun and interesting (even though I sound like a grumpy ass in this thread) and ever since I’ve started uni I’ve always been polite,nice and chatty to everyone. I have never had problems making friends before,even when I was abroad on my gap year I made some good friends. I just don’t see why I have to put up with this crap anymore. This year I’m definitely gonna try loads harder to change that by joining societies and stuff and trying to make friends with my coursemates.
What do you guys think I should do to make more friends? Do you think it’s worth forming good friendships with next year’s flatmates (bearing in mind that in my third year I’m abroad so won’t see them)? And finally, did any of you lot have trouble with friendships in first year and did you manage to turn it around? Thanks. J