me and my ex broke up a year ago and have met up twice since.
Both times I can see he is still in love with me, it is quite clear. He says hes happy just being friends but then tries to make out with me and touch me.
Both times I gave in and we kissed.
He has a new girlfriend and he's told me because she has slept with more people than him he needs to even up the scores...(also when me and him were going out he cheated on me several times because I had kissed more people than him when we had gotten together). Yeh, I know.
Oh and I dont feel bad doing this to his girlfriend because she actually knowingly cheated with him several times when he was with me.
The thing is, I was over the break up very soon, and because we stopped talking for months I was enjoying my life. Then we meet up and the feelings come flooding back, and then he immediately stops talking to me again e.g. ignoring my texts.
I really feel like hes messing with my head, and the stupid thing is I dont even know why i like him- he has no morals- cheated on me, cheats on his new girlfriend, takes hard drugs, pathological liar and violent towards people. But when we are together its as if a part of me is no longer empty. We literally can talk for hours about nothing and just get on.
How can I stop him using me- i.e. being my friend when it suits him and ditching me whenever.
He also goes on to me about how hes dumping his girlfriend when he next sees her and then when I ask him about it he tells me he hasnt dumped her...