For those who actually have then I'm sorry to hear that and completely empathise with you, having gone through it myself (maybe not even as bad as your experiences).
Throughout my short life of 29 years, I have had the unfortunate experience of being stalked a total of 5 times, and trust me it wasn't flattering in the slightest! Especially when you're receiving messages implying that your life could be in danger - scary.
First time I was stalked: when I was 19 and working as a sales assistant I used to have a guy come in, pretend to buy shampoos and **** and wait for me till I finished work... When my manager called the police so as to get them to talk to him, they wouldn't arrest him because he didn't break any law as he didn't touch me
Second: I used to email this guy from Manchester, UK who I met through a platonic male friend of mine, and when I stopped emailing him as I found out we had a personality clash (I accepted this and moved on), he then began creating fake accounts to talk to me from. I had started modelling at this stage and wrongly assumed it was a fan, until he asked for more 'private' photos of me. I was stupid to even send him a couple until I realised, due to his writing style and persistency in emails, that it had to be him
I have since stopped all communications between us, having been honest with him by telling him I didn't appreciate his behaviour and blocking his email account.
Third: In 2010 I went on a couple dates with a local soccer player (turns out he wasn't as successful as he said he was), didn't feel any chemistry then thought he'd get the message about me not fancying him. But he ended up turning in such a rude human being, sending me awful and demeaning text messages for the next 5 months and calling me from private numbers in the early hours of the morning that I ended up changing my phone number (
). He just didn't get the message. I even had a friend TELL him that I wasn't interested but not only did he not listen, he turned the tables around and tried to say that no, it was me that likes him
Changing my phone number may have been annoying at the time, but was so worth it.
Sixth: went out with a police officer in 2011 and when I ended the relationship, I was bombarded with over 50 texts per day demanding what I was doing, who I was seeing etc. Some of them were quite offensive and rude to women. Anyway after having my phone confiscated by police, it was confirmed that he was in fact stalking me (I didn't say this either, it was the detectives who had my phone! I just said he was harassing me) and he was told to leave me alone.
Fifth: In 2012, I had a shoot with a photographer in Melbourne for, I won't lie and I do regret it, an adult magazine but when I later refused to have it published due to the fact that I didn't feel comfortable... You won't even guess what he did! Ok you probably have by now. That's right, he spilled the images onto Facebook (which is why I no longer have an account on there anymore), then after having to stop work, go home and remove those images + block him, he didn't stop there. He went onto public FORUMS and put those photos on there, UNDER MY REAL NAME (!), and then finally, just to sink the teeth in, emailed my PARENTS and SISTER with those exact photos along with an abusive message of what he really thought of me.
Thankfully, both my divorced parents luckliy thought that the email was spam and didn't even open it
My sister however, did read it but knows all about me so messaged him back calling him a massive scum bag.
I ended up threatening the 'photographer' with legal action, and as soon as we sent the letter, all the photos were removed and there remains no trace of them on the internet any longer (which there shouldn't be as that would be illegal). He also had to resign from his job and apparently is now unemployed. One year on and after a bit of councelling, I'm a lot better and am happy with my life, but am a more strong plus cautious person.
Thanks for listening and letting me share that x