Hi guys,
So i've been at uni for 2 years now and it's really begining to bring me down. I come home and I just feel like crying. I hate it. But i'm over half way through, I don't know whether to carry on through my third year feeling miserable and low, or whether to just give up and quit, which i'm pretty sure will also make me feel miserable and low.
I've got to the point where i'm losing sleep, have headaches all the time, and I put on like a stone in weight, which i've now lost (thank god), I just feel like my self-esteem has plummeted, and if I carry on i'll get depression. Last year I went through some issues and started cutting, but my parents managed to nip it in the bud before it spiraled out of control, but this time I just feel like i've hit rock bottom so fast that there is no way I can pull myself up. I genuinely don't know whether to carry on with my course, change to a new one, change unis, take a year off, or whether to just quit all together and get a full time job. I have no idea what I want, and no idea what will make me happy but I know that things need to change now before they get any worse.
What do you guys think? Thank you for reading