This isn't really a question I'm afraid, but I need somewhere to write. I am in hell this weekend over my PhD. I'm 8 months into it and my title is Attitudes to and Experiences of Suffering in Sophocles.
The aim of which is to draw a framework of the way in which Sophocles deals with suffering across his plays. I'm hoping to draw distinctions between mental and physical suffering; to explore the way relationships between characters affect attitudes and experiences of suffering; how suffering is imparted between characters.
This all entails a close study of the emotional language and communication strategies between characters incorporating modern sociological, psychological and emotion scholarship.
Everything is all a muddle. I'm on the O T at the moment and nothing seems to be coming together. I've tried writing so often and sent my supervisor 4,000 words and he thought it was ok, but that it needs to be more in-depth. He said about my last chapter it would get a distinction if it were an MA dissertation, but I need it to be more in-depth and to provide something new because he doesn't see where my original contribution is in that particular chapter.
I think it was that comment which has suddenly robbed me of all direction. I feel totally, confused and all in a muddle. I sit down and try and write this chapter on the O T, building on the mistakes of my previous chapter on the Ajax and nothing is good enough for me. I don't feel I'm getting anywhere with it, I don't feel I'm proving anything or offering anything particularly insightful.
I don't know what the problem is. I just feel lost and don't know where to direct my chapter - what the goal of it is.
I'm going to drop in and see my supervisor on Monday morning, but that seems so far away...