Hello everyone,
I'm not going to go into the background of my depression and anxiety too much but I was put on 20mg of Fluoxetine a day about a year ago and then upped to 40mg. For whatever reason I stopped taking them after a few months, I was never particularly good at taking them anyway as I always forgot to take medication etc. I can't really remember what I felt like on the pills at that point but I recently was told I'd be starting a new job last week and as I haven't worked due to my condition for about a year now I thought it would be wise to start taking the pills again.
This was about 3 weeks ago now (approximately, maybe a little less) and I started my dosage at 40mg a day unaware until Monday that I wasn't supposed to do this. I did two days at my new job last week and managed just about with a little anxiety but nothing I couldn't cope with. On the Monday, my boyfriend (whom I live with), my Dad and my close friend had gone away. I got very close to my workplace after a 40 minute drive, had a panic attack and had to turn around.
I went to the doctors who told me I shouldn't have gone back onto 40mg a day and to reduce it to 20 and that might have been what made me so anxious (even though this has been a MASSIVE problem for about 2 years now).
Work have now told me to take the rest of the week off to see if my symptons calm down. I have lowered my dose but just feel completely lethargic, energyless, lazy, like I really just can't be bothered with anything. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to talk to anyone, I just don't feel anything. I haven't got out of bed for the last 3 days particularly which is behavior I thought I'd gotten over.
I don't know if this is because there's noone around me, the meds or whether it's a set back because I haven't felt like this in ages. I've had really really low moods and cry a lot but I've actually tried to take enjoyment and do proactive things whereas now I just don't want to do anything at all.
Does anyone have any experience/advice with this? I really don't enjoy feeling this way. It's nice not feeling upset and anxious at the moment but I do feel like I'm wasting my time but I just don't have the energy to change it.
Thanks!
TL;DR - Back on fluoxetine after a few months for about 3 weeks, started on 40 mg, advised to reduce to 20. Feel lifeless, energyless, no interest in anything, don't want to talk to anyone, lazy, have been in bed for 3 days. Before I was very emotional, crying a lot, now I don't feel much but I have no motivation either. Has anyone got experience/advice on this?