I've used this board for a number of years during my on and off study at University. Whilst I'm terrified of what's happening to me at the moment, I thought it would be a great place to post this, and hope that other men take this seriously.
I have no idea when this developed for me. I am constantly playing with my balls - not in a sexual way, just in a way some men do. We find it comforting - so I'm guessing if this had developed prior to spotting it I would have noticed.
Over a month ago I was in the bath, I was washing and I thought "Oh, this feels enlarged". Me being the anxiety sufferer I am I instantly thought "OMG I HAVE TESTICLE CANCER". I pressed it, it was rock hard. It was the size of a small egg. I asked my girlfriend to press it, and she felt the same.
For a couple of days I thought nothing of it, then I though to myself I am getting this checked. My mom got me an appointment with the doctor the following day. He had a check, and noticed something wasn't right. He ordered an ultrasound. The following week I was at the Q.E hospital in Birmingham having the ultrasound. To cut a long story short I was told it was basically testicle cancer. The mass consumes around 50% of my testicle.
Tomorrow I have the operation to remove the testicle so they can do a biopsy and then I have to have a CT scan and chest x-ray. ****ting myself is an understatement. I've never had an operation in my life. The waiting game is the worst, waiting for the CT scan, not knowing if it's spread.
A friend of mine had testicle cancer, so I'm fortunate to have him as guidance. He went undiagnosed through his own ignorance for over 2 years, and when they caught it he was in a bad way. Thankfully he is now cancer free.
It's been a bad couple of years. Having spent 12 months in prison for computer hacking, I thought that was rough. Now this. I'd gladly do another 5 years in prison than have to deal with this.
That's my story. Guys, seriously, if you notice anything out of the ordinary, even slight, go to your doctor and demand an ultrasound. The earlier you catch this, the better.
If anyone has been through this, I'd love to hear from you. If anyone wants to ask questions, feel free.