This will be a bit long, but bear with me:
I liked this girl for the past 2.5 years (although not full-blown crush, but she has been one of my closest friends). She's a year younger than me and we're from the same high school. We went to different colleges though (10+ hours apart), and now she's a junior at uni and I'm a senior.
Anyways, we used to tell each other about all our lives/troubles, etc. but about 8 months ago I had a life crisis (got kicked out of dad's house), which she helped me get through at first, but I changed a lot because of this. I ended up working constantly and became antisocial to many people (including her) and, as a result, did not see her during summer break.
We also have not talked for probably 4-5 months now, and I don't want to start anything because I (illogically) want to see if she does miss talking to me. Within these 8 past months though, she's already changed so much, made many new friends, joined a sorority. Before, she was very interested in close relationships?
Right now, I'm just not seeing/talking to her and work on myself.. in hopes that will somehow make her somehow miss me next time she sees me... it's dumb, I know. Any advice? I don't really completely crush on people anymore in my life, but if I could ever have a relationship I would choose her. Any feedback would be nice.