Right. Although I do not consider myself a true 'whinger' when it comes to work, I have to draw the line a little here- at least, as far as I can see.
I've found a job now, and it's a pound or two over minimum wage for my age so I can't really complain on that front, as I have little prior experience to offer in the field.. I flit between bars in a couple of nearby towns as they are all owned by the same overseeing landlord. My job title? Glass collector. And I have absolutely nothing against the title itself; every work slot has to be filled by someone, I get that, and I would never look at someone with something I considered a highly 'menial' job in a derogatory way because I appreciate it all HAS to be done.
The thing that's just not sitting right with me is that I've been at the flippin glasses for close to 4 months now. When I first started the job, I was told I'd be given training to work on the bar within the first MONTH. And in all honesty, even that surprised me when I first started out. Before the job I had no idea that glass collecting was even a 'thing'. My CV, which they read and accepted, was tailored to suggest an express interest in work as a BARTENDER. But, as aforementioned, it's getting close to Christmas now and I began the job mid-august. The work I do at the moment is de-meaning, tiring, often completely unnecessary (during dry spells in the pub)... and the thing that's bugging me most of all is that I KNOW I HAVE A LOT MORE TO GIVE. All I get is disgruntled looks, and at times outright aggression from the mostly moronic clientele (who seem to consider me some kind of strange simpleton, who creeps around the pub, seeking and stashing everyone's backwashy glasses for some unknown reason), barked orders from the 'higher-up' bar staff, snidey remarks from the bouncers and a prolonged- and progressively more distinct- suspicion that life is getting more futile by the day.
Even weirder is the fact that I already crossed the bartending threshold a few weeks ago. It went absolutely fine, and I made what I, and some of the other bartenders, considered a 'strong start' at the game. Sure, I fluffed a couple of orders as I'm a complete rookie, but I was measured and interactive (and, most of all, smiley) with the customers. I just don't know what more you could want from a new recruit. This continued for a few more shifts, until one night recently, mid-shift, my regional manager suddenly turned on me. 'Just stick to glassing for now, mate'. No further explanation than that was given. I did as he said for that shift, but assumed things would go back 'to normal' next time, so on the next shift I tried my luck on the bar again. (BEARING IN MIND there was already another collector about bringing the glasses in, and we were by NO stretch of the imagination 'swamped' on that particular night). The manager saw, and repeated what he said last time, with a slightly darker, threatening undertone to his voice this time. So I stopped.
And since then, I've just had to go back to square one. All the progress I was making doing what I'd actually went in to do forgotten, and most likely wasted. The staff actually seem to be getting more and more hostile with me as well, for some reason. Almost as though they look down on the fact that I'm still 'below them' and haven't progressed yet- although I've been nothing but pro-active in trying to assist them, and even came in off my own steam a couple nights, unpaid, to try and snag some more experience on the bar. I sense a very negative presence, as though people are constantly taking the mickey behind my back, and the 'banter' from the staff towards my lowly rank occasionally just downright hurts my feelings.
It's a family run business, so I expect substantially more unprofessional from the off than a chain towards this sort of circumstance. Rambling aside, my underlying question, to anyone with any form of experience in a bar, is this- is there actually something very wrong here, or am I just whinging??? I seriously can't help but feel I'm being taken for a mug- but I need to keep the job as I've got some serious bills to pay now, and would like some closure before taking it to the 'top' as I don't want to risk upsetting my employers- who could probably replace me in the blink of an eye.
I really do have a desire to progress with the pub- as ****tily as they've treated me so far- as it's a good music venue, and I'm a musician myself. Plus, I think serving and talking with the customers is something I'd genuinely be good at, and WANT to do. Not only that, but I now kinda just wanna give them all a middle finger, and prove I am capable of carrying out their precious little position- most likely, a lot better than them, given time and experience. And let's face it, serving drinks, and welcoming customers - albeit, professionally- isn't exactly flaming rocket science is it.