I became good friends with a girl at the end of the last academic year, that flowed throughout the summer and into the beginning of this year. I got to the point where I thought she really liked me, and then I eventually admitted my affection to her after one of my 'friends' overheard us flirting - because I did want a relationship.
This 'friend' then goes and tells her that I have a crush on her with no intention other than embarrassing me - because up until this point I've been pretty non-existent with relationships like this, and as a result of this she apparently said to this 'friend' to say no to me. Within a week this settles down and we are still chatting fine, but it is a bit awkward.
Now, about 3 months on, people are bringing this up to her - and I heard the other day someone mentioning my crush on her right to her face. I don't actually know her opinion on it because I valued her too much as a friend to compromise it by asking her. But this was incredibly annoying... I actually felt the rage to punch him so badly, but I let it pass for some reason.
Anyway, since this incident, she has been acting really weirdly. Sending disinterested text messages, blanking me on some other social media, and just being rude and walking away when I try to talk to her / not talking to me at all. I don't want to ask her if she's annoyed at me because it could compromise what stupid little speck of a friendship we have left after this incident... And I have no other close friends who are girls... I am very lonely in life. If I lose her as a friend I will literally have no valuable assets left in my social life apart from the core things.
I can never find the time to talk to her in school about it - so if this continues, should I send a message asking if I have annoyed her / asking for an opportunity to explain myself? I am socially stupid so I don't know if this is a no-no... or what.
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