Thank god for the internet and anonymity because I need to get this off my chest without embarrassing myself in front of someone.
I am 25 years old. I job hunt every single day and have been for the last year. I must have filled in well over 500 applications and I have not got a single interview. I don't even get a phone call. I've worked as a labourer when I left school but didn't enjoy it so I got a job in Tesco, didn't enjoy it so left and joined the Army, didn't enjoy it so quit after my contract and went to college to get some qualifications for uni. Then I went to uni but dropped out after failing my first year twice.
Money is not even the problem really. I get more than enough money on benefits that I can live just fine and happily but I don't want this lifestyle. Why won't a single employer give me a job? It's so depressing I just wonder why I bother. I've wasted probably around 1000+ hours applying for jobs, browsing the internet for something which I can do.
I want a career but I don't know what I would enjoy or what I want to do. I have applied for every type of job under the sun and I have to keep inventing reasons why I want a career in such and such field. I hate employers so much they're so selfish and don't give a seconds thought to the people who don't have degrees and are not god’s gift to the job market.
It's making me really bitter and angry to the point where I just want to phone up every company that exists and unleash a full verbal assault. I don't know what to do I am SO angry and depressed right now.
I see myself being one of those people who only ever works in a chip shop or something because employers don't take risks. I just want to rewind my miserable ****ing life.
I wake up every morning, look for work, play some games, watch some TV, look for work, eat dinner, watch some TV and go to bed... This is what my life has consisted of for the last year.
I don't have mummy and daddy to babysit me, I have to fend for myself in every way so luckily the benefits I receive allows me to live comfortably but like I said I don't want this lifestyle.
I want an employer to give me a ****ing chance. The thing I don't get is they advertise jobs where training is provided and the only prerequisite is that you are willing and motivated. I want to work for a company where they reward you for hard work, career progression ect.
Sorry for the rant and if you think I'm posting this for sympathy then I'm not, it's the internet, you don't know me and I don't know you so this isn't about sympathy it's just about pure frustration of being rejected more than Justin Bieber.
Am I really going to have to create a 100% fake CV? Order fake certificates online? Create fake references and fake work experience just to get my ****ing foot in the ****ing door? Is that what it takes in this day and age for a young person to get an opportunity?
I would happily work for £12k a year, as long as the company was a company which would develop me and create a career plan ect.
Wow rant over. Glad to get that off my chest.