it was our anniversary and i read all our past anniversary poems and just keep on thinking about him
i couldnt help it just after our anniversary i contacted him through whatsapp turns out he blocked me i sent him a text saying y cant we be friends (i know its a bad idea being friends but i really miss him) and he ignored me
after 3 the reality has hit me that im never going to see/speak to him again and its really affecting me ive quit my job so ive got nothing to distract me anymore and im always bored so end up thinking about him even more
i really want to talk to him and contact him i know he still loves me (im not deluded pyscho we broke up because of religious reasons nothing else)
i cant stop thinking about him and if i contact him il look like a desperate idiot as he probably wont reply and even if we do talk its not going to change our situation but at the same time i miss him desperately!!!
ive deleted his number but recently unblocked him on fb so keep thinking to message him on there (which will probs result in him blocking me prick) or email him