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Clearing guilt after watching inappropriate porn when I was younger...

Anon or delete.

I feel utterly guilty...

When I was 12-14 I used to search the Internet for underage porn as I was not interested in 'older' people back then. I then watched it and did my thing.

Obviously I have stopped doing this at like 14 and now don't even want to watch regular porn, but I still feel guilty about what I did. It was just sex with two people my age back then, so I didn't think much of it and was really horny..,
Um, I don't want to talk to this with people in real life for obvious reasons. I just want a way to move on.
thats sick
How old are you now?
I don't see anything wrong with that to be honest, you were young and obviously it makes sense that you wanted to get off on two people of a similar age doing it as opposed to adults. As long as you're not into underage porn now that you've grown up, there's nothing to be guilty about.
Reply 4
Original post by silentshadows
How old are you now?


I am 21 now, and attracted to people around my age. I however still feel guilty about what I've done and whether I contributed to something unpleasant happening. I mean, it was always just two people my age, or 'cam' type films, but still...
I'm not trying to legitimize pedophilia but i've always thought it was a bit silly the way people seem to assume the things you are attracted automatically evolve with your age .

Pretty sure a 50 year old man isn't going to find a saggy pensioner more attractive then a model.

Is it really their fault if they can't help what they're attracted to ? As long as they don't act on it ofc

We seem to see paedophilla as deeply unnatural as we once did homosexuality and the like , but im sure there was a time when it wasn't that uncommon .
Reply 6
Original post by Anonymous
Pedophilia is not natural. Don't try to normalise their urges/feelings - it is a mental illness and sometimes even brought on by trauma/sexual abuse. If you are having these inappropriate urges, go get help before you ruin an innocent child's life. Getting sick of seeing people trying to normalise this stuff, this is why pedophiles feel comfortable trying to get their illness recognised as a sexual orientation.

This thread is from 7 years ago. If you keep looking for stuff like this you will find it.

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