So basically I have completed my first year doing Computer Science. I got a First for the whole of the year which was great but the problem is I wouldn't say I enjoyed the year. I was really never 100% convinced I would like it. In fact I wasn't supposed to do this degree, I went through adjustment and changed to it because it had better job and money prospects than my other subject, plus it was the chance to go to a redbrick university. I don't regret changing because I realised I wouldn't have been pushed to my potential in that course even I may have enjoyed it more.
I mean I consider myself to be a tech guy, geeky person, the first person family members go to for technical queries, who is very interested in computers and technology but I wouldn't say we learnt stuff like that. I mean apart from one or two modules It wasn't all that interesting, it was more theoretical. We did do a lot of programming which was expected and good which I consider to be practical learning. Also lectures were soooooooo boring, I would sometimes zone out or play solitaire on my laptop or go on facebook or read Tech news. I think the most unexpected thing for me to discover was how hard first year was, I mean It was not like introducing you into the course it was like all guns blazing, from the second week.
That was a really big problem at how had stuff was, in fact I nearly dropped out because I was unhappy at how hard it was. But I stuck it out and went till the end. By this I mean like assignments would take a very long time and I would get help. That's not to say I was the only one struggling, my friends and others were like me finding stuff hard and we would work together and help each other which was great. I just had never really been in that sort of situation in my life where I would have to get help from others and I couldn't do something by myself, and spend hours on an assignment. I'm mean the lecturers said they would be hard, but hey I never expected them to be that hard.
The exams were hard but I revised my socks off for all of them. This was hard because I wasn't motivated but revising was actually not bad for some modules which I found interesting when I actually understood the material. But in the end the hard work paid off and I got a first.
My problem is this firstly should I do a course which I haven't really enjoyed but have done very well in and secondly I didn't do A level maths though I did AS level, and next year there will be two maths intensive modules and I'm very scared that I will find them extremely hard and fail. I did a intro maths course this year which I was 2 marks off a first but I'm still scared I won't be able to do them.
My options are to stay in this course, transfer to a computer science with business course at the same uni or a computing for business course at a another uni which seems good, but I feel that reason I because It looks easier although some of the final year modules look interesting compared to mine. I did business at a level by the way and this would then bypass those maths modules.
I don't wanna leave this uni but at the end of the day I wanna enjoy the course to a certain extent but having a job Is important as well in this day and age. I also don't wanna fail next year cause I find it too hard and next year will obviously be even harder than this year.
Another thing is I only get one chance to change because student finance won't otherwise fund the first year if I change starting the second year.
Thanks for reading this very long post. I hope I didn't bore ya.
Any replies appreciated.