Hi everyone,
So I've been stuck in a rut with this for the last 9 months. Around September time I started getting cold feet and feeling like applying to medicine would mean signing my life away. I began to look into biochem and even english lit degrees. Nonetheless, I ploughed ahead with my medicine application since I had prepped for it it for so long and I didn't want to drop out as a knee-jerk reaction.
However now we're in July and I managed to get 2 medicine offers - I have firmed and insured for it but am still unsure as to whether I'd be happier as a doctor, or doing biochem and becoming a medical researcher. I have till around the end of this month to make my decision.
I'd really appreciate any insights, opinions, or advice on all this because I feel like I've gotten nowhere in the decision making process (besides ruling out english)
1. Medicine: I like the problem solving aspect and the broadness of it, as well as getting to interact with different people on a daily basis. But I've been told that the degree is pretty much rote learning and the science isn't massively challenging on the whole. Is being a doctor monotonous after a point and is it regurgitation of pre-learnt facts? If the intellectual appeal of it does lose its lustre after a point, what keeps doctors stimulated by their work? I did go on work experience and on the whole I enjoyed it, but I hear stories of lots of doctors who hate what they do, and it did feel to me like clinics just seemed to be a conveyor belt of patients with the same problems - however that could have been because I was sat in rheumatology clinics so it was pretty much all arthritis and gout.
2. Biochemistry: basically over my 2 years in sixth form I've really enjoyed organic chem and all of the molecular, cellular bits in biology - esp. things like genetics, hence my interest in biochem. I'm definitely attracted by the prospect of studying a science in depth. It seems that there's more scope for lateral thinking and innovation in research, but things like the iffy job security in academic research are putting me off. Also I've never had first hand experience of lab work and so I'm unsure as to whether I've got a rose-tinted view of it - does it also become monotonous after a point?
3. I've recently started to think about academic medicine - does anyone know if it's possible to intercalate, do a phd, and then return to medicine? But that would mean like 8/9yrs at uni which sounds insane! The clinical areas I'm most interested in (A&E, plastics, orthopaedics etc) don't also seem to lend themselves easily to the basic science research that I think I'm most interested in. Would it be feasible to combine clinical work with lab based, basic science or perhaps translational research (which may or may not be directly linked to the clinical work?). I'm very wary though of this option since it requires a great degree of forethought and anticipation and I don't know what my opinions on this stuff will be like in 5 yrs :/
Sorry that this is such a long post but my head is so conflicted right now! I keep going round in circles and the choice isn't becoming any easier or clearer. I'd be lying if I said that the prospect of dropping out of medicine forever didn't scare me, I've had it in my sights for so long now and I'm really worried that I'll do something I'll regret. Unfortunately I reckon it's the type of choice that I'd only be able to confidently make with actual experience of both careers.
Any advice or insights at all into my possible career options and the courses would be massively appreciated.
Thanks for reading and thanks in advance for any responses!