Though I always picture myself as a very ambitious person, but the fact is that I habitually SCREW ALL my most important academic tests, in the mock exam of IGCSE, I got 5A*s and 2As, I thought I was going to nail it, but the result came back 1A* 4As, and two I'm too ashamed to tell....I get panicked before each test and I can't help it...All my teachers think my AS results are something they can look forward to, but I know enventually I will only let them down. I'm not a swellhead, but I'm aware that my grades doesn't match my ability, should fight harder for a rigid conditional offer from a university I think I ought to go, or just apply other universities that only match my grades?