Hello. I'm 17 male from the UK and lately I've been thinking about what I'm doing with my life. Currently my life is pretty normal, I play video games with my friends, occasionally go out with my friends and I am attending college.
For the past few years my life has been pretty boring and repetitive. I wake up, sit on the computer all day doing different things, then I go sleep. Every so often I go out with friends or go college. I have tried to change things but spending less time on the computer as I have put on a lot of weight, I also try to work out. But in the end I always go back to how things use to be as I feel unmotivated or simply forget.
Currently I don't enjoy doing any of this, It isn't interesting to me anymore, I am not interested in computers anymore, I am not interested in what I use to want to be. for college I picked a course called animation in which I intended to complete and go onto university to seek a career in games development or working in movies for CGI. This just doesn't interest me anymore but I don't want to stop as I feel I've wasted a year of my life or disappoint my mother.
I've looked into other careers or tried self learning into subjects such as music production, coding/programming, boxing, personal trainer etc. but none of these interested me in the end or I stopped as I again felt unmotivated or uninterested. I have never really taken a full interest into anything as I did do ju-jistsu for a few months but stopped after feeling bored and unmotivated to do it. I don't really have any other interests though, I do like to watch adrenaline and extreme sports as well as movies, but out of that, I do things that I hate doing and It really frustrates me.
I've never collected anything (Maybe the occasional small collection) or done a hobby in my life, I did play for football teams and other sports when I was a lot younger but that something most people do. People do see me as a boring person and I do feel I am. This doesn't make me unhappy or depressed as I am a happy person.
What is your opinion on this?