Hi. I just received very poor AS grades and my family are very disappointed with me. I was aiming to go for medicine but I am unsure as to whether I can reach that goal. My family keeps on pointing that out and keep on comparing me to other people who have clearly done better than me.My parents keep on accusing me of lying because they think I haven't worked hard. All they ever do is point out what they have done for me and how much better it would be if they such sent me back to India. I know that I will do better this year 13 and resit my modules and apply again next year but my family keeps on putting me down and saying I will never get in. I have been feeling really bad and keep thinking how it will be better for my family if I wasn't around. I keep on having suicidal thoughts and really don't know what to do. I just want to get this out after having locked this up for so many weeks. Thank you.