Hi guys,
Just wanted some advice really, sorry if this ends up like an essay I'm just typing what comes to mind.
Many people will probably say I need to give it time - I come from the Midlands, and moved up here on Friday just gone. So yeah, I have been here 4 days, but I'm kind of anxious that I won't make any friends? I'm in a postgrad hall, my floor consists of 5 rooms (including myself), one is occupied by a girl who is very quiet, apart from the odd 'hello', and another girl moved on Saturday, to which I helped her with her luggage and had a little chat (not really seen her since). Other 2 rooms, as far as I know, are not occupied yet. I went into uni today for the first time, to go to an informal meeting arranged by my course leader so the group could meet each other etc. It did go well, I had a talk with 2 of the other students, but still quite awkward. I don't know what it is, I generally think I am socially awkward... I always have a thought in the back of my mind that people do not like me and kind of beat myself up about it.
I guess what I wanted some advice on, to those who are in/have been in a similar situation, is it too early to determine where I will stand with people?
I'm lonely in a sense that I have a pre-conception that most people at this stage will have a set of friends, however I haven't. I'm a very insular person, I'm not the kind of person to cry (probably last time was when I watched Fluke at the age of 12), I'm laid back and down to earth, I just have my reservations that's all. I do fully understand that I only have one shot at my Master's so I will be studying hard, I don't mean that I 'should/want' be going out every night and socialise. It's more of a concern that Fresher's is coming up and to be honest I have no one to go with.
Regarding societies, as I'm sure people will mention them as a starting point, I have joined the rock and metal society, and I can see that they have arranged Fresher's events, but I honestly cannot see myself turning up by myself and leaving the night with friends. I'm painfully shy, my undergrad did go really well and I made some life long friends, but I was lucky in the sense that first year I was put with 12 other girls so it's near enough impossible not to find a common interest with one of them (to which I did with a few).
I'm the kind of person to make friends with anyone, but I think people see my image (every item of clothing I own is black lol) and get put off. I'm not a girly girl, and many people may call me down for this but most of the events that are arranged cater for a certain music taste and audience, and I'm not like most young people, I'd be happy going to a bar or something, and I couldn't bring myself to go to a night club and stick out like a sore thumb.
Any advice then, should I just not worry about friends and plod along? I have this massive gap from now until 22nd to which my course starts, with Fresher's falling into that, and I'm not sure what to do.
Thanks