"Hope you're having a fun night out I think about you all the time. Love you lots night night xx"
I don't know what to feel. I mean, I've loved her for ****ing ages guys ... I've felt something that I've never felt with any girl before. She kind of let me down once when she dated this other guy BUT ...... and I mean BUTshe fell out with him a couple months before when he cheated on her with some other prick - they dated for 3 weeks(!!).
We were really, really ****ing close before this all happened. So I don't know what to do now. I love her so much ... words cannot describe it.