Hey guys, so I was in a long distance relationship and it was also my first relationship which lasted 9 months, I lived in England while she lived in Norway. We seen each other a lot at least one week every month and most of the time longer. I am 18 (19 in two weeks) and she was 25 yes quite an age difference but honestly the age didn't impact our relationship. Anyway enough of the Intro haha.
She broke up with me the start of August. It destroyed me as I was truly in love with this girl and for the first week I was an idiot and always texted her every day seeing if we could try again etc which was stupid of me I know but she was really cold with me and told me there's no way and she's not in love with me anymore. Anyway I stopped that and started to go out with friends and was getting over her of course I always thought about her.
Anyway she popped up to me on Facebook a few weeks ago saying she wants to speak to me as she needs to speak to someone who she knows truly cares for her and of course I did and listened and it was something about her step dad. Ever since then she has always been talking to me and telling me she loves me, misses me and how amazing I am and she knows we will get back together. The reason why she broke up with me was because she had trust issues so she didn't like me going out with friends and made me deleted all the girl friends on FB etc. She says she just needs time to her self to work on the trust problem. I am going to University on the 27th and she hated the idea of it. While she loved how ambitious I am and I want a good education etc she just doesn't like the idea of me living in accommodation with girls and she thinks there will be girls there flirting with me. She tells me to message her everyday saying that I love her which I do because I do truly love her and I would like us to get back together.
I just don't get why she was so cold with me at the start of the break up now all of sudden she tells me everyday how amazing, handsome, how she misses me. It has even gone as deep as her telling me to go look out your window at the moon so we could both look it together and she wishes I was there with her and all that to me. I just don't know what to do. I am never going to get over her if she keeps telling me this everyday, I would like to get back together with her but she won't yet because of the trust issues she has.I want to be there for her and I do like it when she tells me how these nice stuff but It will make me not be able to get over her, as I am always thinking of her everyday now.The first week we broke up she was cold, told me to just leave her alone and all that, now all as of the past few weeks she misses me and wants me back but I want her back too. I'm I being stupid in thinking we could get back together? I'm posting this because I am just so confused by her, that was my first ever girlfriend and I just wonder am I doing wrong here and should I just move on? Any advice will do, thanks for reading all this hope it didn't bore you too much :P