Hey there Toosh, it's been a while!
Thanks for clarifying, I thought it was a long shot
Well, it's established that I have an anxiety/depression combination, and lifelong Dyrpaxia as learning disability. What I didn't realise was that Dyspraxia made me more prone to phobias, obsessions, compulsions, addictive behaviour, emotional outbursts, sleep problems etc. anyway-nor that there is some overlap between that and Asperger's. Given that I am always trying to talk logically on here but it comes out in a strange form-and my friends often say "I don't fully get what you mean", as well as people saying that the way I think and behave is generally odd-I am wondering if I might be on the autistic spectrum. Unless this is a symptom of my anxious/depressive state in the first place.
When I was with CAMHS, the child psychiatrist wished to test me for a personality disorder, but my mum didn't like me being labeled with it. Now I am beginning to wonder whether it may help.
I'm currently doing CBT with the local IAPT branch, and the advocacy team also have a CBT program available. I'm not sure who to go to for this, my doctors always just say something dismissive like 'try not to think too much' 'don't worry' etc.