I'm not jealous, I regret not going into halls now that I've radiated because I could have had a much happier time at Uni rather than becoming TSR's resident clown. But if I had gone in then I probably wouldn't have studied hard enough, met my ex (first love) which is a hard world to imagine, or got close to any of my new friends at home/off-campus. So all in all I have just come to accept that I chose the road I did and (sort of) got to where I needed to in the end! At the very least, I graduated lol