Hello,
I'm stressing out this morning about this situation and would love some help. It's a little complex sorry.
I've recently met this guy and we've been on 4 dates in 2 weeks, started messaging every day and it's just going really well. We've planned several dates in advance and I could see this developing. He's very shy in some ways and so am I but I quite like that - it means we didn't even kiss until the fourth date and I get the feeling we're both happy to take it slow but having a really good time.
But I have to admit I met him online... well, Tinder... I have no problem with any form of online dating because I think I'm really careful. I was pretty nervous about meeting him so with the limited info I had about him (job, location, first name) I googled him to make sure I wasn't meeting up with a weirdo.
I found his Facebook pretty easily but it said he was in a relationship. However, he had told me his friend had moved out of his house a few weeks ago and I kind of realised that this must be a relationship that's just broken up and it was his girlfriend who actually moved out. I didn't feel easy about it but decided it was none of my business so I'd forget about it. It also explains why he's nervous - he probably hasn't dated in more than 5 years.
After a couple of dates I wanted to check again just to be sure that he wasn't cheating on his girlfriend or anything bad and I was happy to see he was no longer in a relationship. I looked at his ex's page and she's moved quite far away to another country (trying to keep this anon and vague...). So that's OK. I don't know the circumstances of the move/break up but she's no longer living here.
Then yesterday we had a lovely date. Afterwards he messaged me and said something about how he couldn't believe this hadn't come up in conversation but next weekend he is visiting said far away country to visit a friend. So now I know he is visiting the girl he broke up with in the last 6 weeks or so but has clearly been with for years. I understand why he wouldn't want me to know that, we're not at the stage to talk about past relationships, but it's making me really uneasy. He clearly mentioned it via message instead to in person to avoid an awkward conversation. I tried to casually ask about his 'friend' but he gave very little info.
If I didn't know this then everything would be perfect. His last few messages to me have been about what a great time he's having, he can't wait to see me again, etc but I haven't replied because I don't know what to say.
Quite simply, I shouldn't know this info. And I don't particularly want to - I googled him to make sure he wasn't a weirdo but then it was very difficult to not look further when i could see possibilities he was cheating. He has now told me his surname as well and this info is still possible to find, it's just not glaringly obvious on his profile any more if that makes sense..
Part of me feels I shouldn't say anything - I should continue to give him benefit of the doubt and hope they're just great friends... but it's a very recent break up and only a few weeks later he's flying a long way to see her. There must still be feelings there? But if I say something I look like a stalker.
I should mention that I've been cheated on before, I've really attracted some people who have treated me horribly and I do become paranoid about things like that - but pretty much every time I've became paranoid and looked at things like this online, I'm right to be suspicious of things.
I genuinely think he's a nice guy, he's lovely and sweet. But I've been tricked by that before. You shouldn't project issues with past partners onto new partners, but I can't help but feel I know how this is going. If he's a bad guy then I don't know how to trust anyone - I picked him because he's so different to people I've dated before, older than me and much more mature.
Should I try and tell him I know he is going to visit his ex girlfriend and not just a friend? Or do I just pretend I don't know because I shouldn't? Or do I just end things - in which case, I don't know how because it's gone so well I could end up hurting him if I don't give an explanation.
TL;DR? The guy I'm dating is flying to another country to see his girlfriend he's recently broken up with. He's never told me about this girlfriend, I just know through looking at Facebook so shouldn't know about it.