okay so basically i have just dropped out of bournemouth university. i was studying business studies and hated it. i was penalised as i didnt get into halls although i should have with my grades A*A*Distinction*. (didnt get into halls as UCAS didnt update till 9 days later so i missed application for halls)
i now do not know what to do. i am trying to apply for jobs but its difficult nowadays. i have no clue what to do - career wise or whether i should go back to uni again. basically i never wanted to go to uni, i wasnt excited neither really cared about my results on results day.
i dropped out for many reasons, i hated the course, i literally didnt have any friends, there were only two girls in my seminar group but they were in the same halls so were friends and would meet up before hand whereas i would HAVE to find them before lectures or sit on my own, i didnt know bournemouth at all, my housemates hardly ever went out so i didnt really have a social life etc. i dont like my house and just basically everything went wrong. it was the worst experience ever. i literally almost hit depression, i was constantly crying, started to stay in my room and yeah basically i felt physically and mentally sick.
i told my mums boyfriend and my dad that i quit and theyre both mad at me and obviously disappointed. they think i can do something good with my grades. but business is definitely not for me, i mean ive had two tests; i got a first in one and a 2:1 in the other. its not that i cant do it, its just i found the course boring and i really hated it and the whole experinece of living in bournemouth.
i like health and social care, but i wouldnt know what specific course to do, plus i have been told that i have to do business. so really i do not have a choice. and yeah i know you might say its your life, do what you want to do etc. i REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO
im so stuck.
hmmm i just need some advice, someone to talk to, someone who can help and was maybe in my situation? thanks