Hi guys,
I went to a not so good school and ended up getting very mediocre GCSE results. I got BB in double science, B in maths, B in art and a merit grade in business studies. I had a very bad grade in English which I resat later in college and got an A. I had some family issues going with my parents divorcing and that was naturally affecting me negatively.
I did 3 A levels (chemistry,maths,physics) at college first where I did quite badly after achieving B,C, D. During my A-level I had a very serious problem going after my ex made a false accusation against me and I had to go to court. This whole issue was over after a whole year of going to court. I already went through the details of this issue here in this forum. Cutting the story short, she made a serious false accusation against me and it was proven in the end and I was found not guilty.
After what happened to me in college and what I went though during my high school, I still did not lose hope and carried on with my studies. I spend one year doing a level-2 IT course at college and then when that was over I spent one year doing an access course. It was called access to dentistry, pharmacy and medical science.
I did fantastic in my access course achieving distinctions in all the exams.
I applied to do pharmacy and was accepted. I absolutely love pharmacy, and love the clinical side to it. After I graduate I hope to work in hospital pharmacy to gain experience.
However no matter how much I try to hide it, I long to be a doctor.
I realised during my pharmacy course that no matter how much I love pharmacy and the knowledge I gained from it, that the role of a doctor is what suits me best. I decided to carry on doing Pharmacy to the end and gain the clinical knowledge, I believe after having that experience I will make a very good doctor. This is what I want, and it's to be a competent doctor. I want to be able to help people with a great knowledge which I gained, I want to travel the world being a doctor where they are in desperate need of doctors and help them.
I know now that I don't simply think I would like being a doctor but rather it’s something I am certain of. I have seen many doctors close by and what they do and the closer I get the more I realise how much at home I feel.
I am predicted to gain a first class masters in my pharmacy in the end. Please don't get me wrong. I mean it when I say I love pharmacy and will never have done medicine without pharmacy because the knowledge I have gained is invaluable and I certainly and happily would work as a clinical pharmacist if I could not get into medicine. I am both a doctor and a pharmacist at heart but pharmacy does not provide me with the full knowledge and ability I need to be the healthcare professional I dream to be.
So my question is this, how unlikely is it I will ever manage to get into medicine with those GCSE results. My access course grades are perfect and my first class in pharmacy and the experience I plan on gaining will certainly help. But It would be so sad if these past GCSE results which are by no means a measure of my academic capability, stop me doing medicine.
I am sorry if I have written too much. I just want to know what you guys think.