I've recently been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, im currently signed off work at the moment but I am desperate to get back to work as im bored and earning no money, but every time i think about it, I really start to panic, im not sure why and its stopped me from going to many interviews which one was my dream job, im fed up of it controlling my life! Also, my doctor and my parents are telling me im not ready.
Anyone got any ideas to keep me busy while im off as im going crazy staying at home?
Also I am currently on mirtazpine which worked at first but now have stopped working, ive tried couselling which made me worse and this is my second lot of antidepressants, anyone had good experiences of any type of ADs? and anyone got any ideas which could help me?
Thanks for listening to my rant and any advice would be grateful! Feel like im running out of options.