Well the worst is that I grew up in a very tightly knit extended family ,the house was always over crowded.I worked hard and got my self into a private school in which my mum payed £9000 a year for me just to study there, although I thought I was doing well physically and mentally I hated it there I was a loner.Everything got worse and I became depressed.It took along time for my mum to find out I wasn't enjoying myself at school.She always told me to make the money worth it in the end.However I have cut scars all over my left arm from how depressed I was.So every time I am around my family I either cover up my left arm with long sleeves or keep an eye if they're looking.Luckily Im 20 and even 4 years after Im trying to fix my life