To cut a long story short...
ive always had bad and good days a uni, but recently the bad have outweighed the good by far.
Im now a 2nd year at uni...and my move from halls (which 70% of the time I disliked) to a uni house with my 'freinds' hasnt been great.
one person in my house refuses to talk to another, which creates an atmosphere, and to be honest i feel that I dont fit in with any of them any more (in terms of my course, and that i find them elitist towards me)..i am always seen as the 'stupid' one of the house, who does no work (as i do a less intensive course than them) and is basically just there for the sake of it, to make up the numbers in the household IMO.
So i miss my proper freinds from home, and to be honest i no longer care if i see people from uni again I have never been into the whole wearing Uni clothing 24/7 and treat uni as the purpose of life thing...in fact i find it incredibly annoying and dislike half the people on my campus.
So what do people think I should do?
Should i quit, and throw away a years worth of effort, money and my life. To return home to the shame of not being 'good enough' to survive uni, or should i stick out the remaining year and a half or so..and get undoubtedly better career prospects (im studying for a degree at Durham) or go home, to my freinds, my family and a place where i belong.
to be honest the 'fear' of saying i quit uni to people at home (ie admiting im a failure) is the ONLY thing keeping me here at the moment..but id like to have some different views on the matter...as im heavily biased on going home right now.