I'll explain further. I don't know whether it's self-consciousness or a combination of that and other things, but I don't like that people (mainly family) might think about me.
So if, on the television, things about life are mentioned and I think it's relevant to me, I hate thinking that my family are thinking the same thing because they have the same idea, if that makes sense? (Note, I worry that the things they think are bad) eg, thinking about my life choices and how I'm living.
I can't really explain it any better but it's not comfortable to live with.
I appreciate any replies