Nowhere near as much as I used to. The only time I do is when I'm trying to understand someone/something. Since I learnt that I have veeeeeery little control over things because the world/universe doesn't revolve around my life, I've learnt to let things be. If **** happens I accept it and move past it because there's usually a silver lining around the corner. If a silver lining doesn't come my way quick enough I make one. My new philosophy in life is that things happen for a reason.
Also, I've had a huge ana relapse so that's proving to be a pretty damn effective distraction from my mind!