*HUGS* i've been there, you can do this!! Just meet your deadline (I know it's hard, but it'll be worth it when you're out of this mental hole) and, then, start focusing on yourself! Do what makes you happy or find how to be happy on your own. It took me a while to beat depression (serious, chronic depression), but I beat it! Never thought I would, but I did!! You can do this!!! PM me any time.