I'm worried there is spite and her wanting to punish me from her, due to her quiet, and I think it's unfair as I've been manipulated in a way, even though she claimed hurt and to love me. She's maybe, although I don't know her well enough, not direct or straightforward to deal with - I still care and felt it just deserved more and that we could resolve at a solution. She wouldn't give me that, it was almost like she needed to know I did care, was cut up over it, then have her attention from me to validate herself or something. That is cynical, and maybe she just can't communicate her feelings negative or positive, but I think it sucks frankly.