Forgive me for all the 'bullet points' but I feel like to help me, you need all the facts.
I have recently got a job in a competitive industry, after gaining a degree and taking an additional qualification. I should be happy, but I have found that due to the commute and the long hours, it has taken over my life and making me thoroughly stressed.
The job is 30 miles away from where I live- it takes an hour to get to on the train+ half an hour walking costing me £220 a month.
The hours on my contract are 9-5.30, with an hour lunch break. This would be fine and dandy, however, they expect me to work longer, and have no lunch- unpaid. My contract says that due to the nature of the business I may be expected to work outside my contracted hours, but it should be pre-agreed in writing.
I wake up at 6:30, and leave my house at 7:20 to get the train at 7:40. The train is an hour, and then I need to walk to the office, which is 10 minutes away from the station.
I work the whole day, only breaking to go to the toilet, and I eat my lunch at my desk. The reason is because most of the other workers seem to do the same thing.
When it gets to 5:30, I am given additional tasks to do, even though I should be going home. The trains home are every half hour, and after 6pm they take longer- 1 hour and 15 minutes rather than an hour.
When I have left at 5:30 I have had comments, such as, 'don't expect this everyday.' Everyone else in the office is still stuck into their work, so I feel guilty, but at the same time I am knackered.
If I leave at 5:30, and am lucky to get the next train, I get home at 7. If I don't run to the station in time, I get home at 7:25. If I stay late like everyone else does, I get home between 8 and 10, depending on what time we leave (sometimes it's 8pm). I am exhausted in the evenings, I sometimes don't even have the energy to shower. Most days I am asleep by 9:30.
I have become incredible stressed and sometimes break down before/after work. My family think I may have bipolar- I have diagnosed depression already but I'm not sure if I have bipolar.
I don't know what to do- these long days are already killing me, and I feel it is unfair for them to make me work outside of my contracted hours. Is this legal? I am worried about getting fired if I do leave at 5:30, as I am only on a temporary contract as I have just started.
The pay isn't even that good either, so I don't even have that perk.
I am thinking maybe I should quit, I thought the day was 9-5:30 which is long enough, but any longer than that is going to make me ill.
Any advice, about laws and contracts etc, would be appreciated.