The people I thought were my friends keep saying that I'm an annoying narcissist. I don't think I'm annoying people and I don't overly love myself! It's really upsetting because they don't invite me anymore to events that they plan together T_T I'm honestly a great person though!
Whenever I say hi or try to talk to one of them they roll their eyes and turn away from me, another one when I ask her if she wants to hang out says she's busy, but then someone else asks her and she says yes, and the third one says she'll ask her mum if we can hang out and then I keep asking her the following days until a week later I still have no answer. It makes it worse when someone else asks her and she says yes the next day...
And they also keep a lot of secrets from me. I don't understand why because I always find out because I analyse things a LOT.
I am about to start crying most of the time because it just feels that no place in my life is actually working. Family's a mess, my group at school is a mess, my outside of school group is a mess...
Please help T_T
I feel like I should just run away from home and school and hide in a hole for the rest of my life.
I feel like no one likes me anymore T_T