Change your instructor.
I had 2 leasons with my first instructor and on the 2nd lesson I very slightly clipped a kerb making a turn. He didn't shout, but told me in an angry way to watch where I was going and that I was going to damage his car. He was very impatient and after the 2nd lesson I dreaded having another with him.
So I didn't bother to message him back, found a new instructor who was really really friendly, was very patient and calm, even more so when I made a mistake, and I looked forward to the lessons. Passed first time thanks to him.