I kind have thought of it a lot, because it's nature and biological, However, I also get a weird vibe from my parents which is the opposite of what you'd expect. Like really apathetic, and like it'd be weird to want them, probably a bad idea, like I should be enjoying relationships way more and not having them. And my Dad, which gives me the most weird thoughts about it, just gives me the impression that it is very unmanly to want them.