I'm hurting a lot but no one ever sees it. No one ever takes me seriously and everyone thinks I have no problems and that I'm just this happy hyper person so when I'll say something that is negative, I just feel like I'm complaining and nobody cares.
I can ALWAYS see when my friends are hurting, and I normally get it out them of them as well and listen to their problems. They can also see when each other are hurting. And the thing is (how selfish it might sound) my problems are WAY worse that theirs so why can I see them hurting but they cant see me?
Is it cause I hide it really well? Is it cause no one takes me seriously? I feel like I have no one to talk to cause no one takes me seriously and no one can see me actually "hurting" so its just "complaining". I dont even know if this makes sense but yeah...