I had my first driving lesson today which was 2 hours and I felt so overwhelmed that I just burst into tears during the lesson and as soon as I walked through my front door afterwards.
The instructor is a nice guy but I feel like he wasn't teaching me in a way which made any sense. He named the pedals but didn't explain what they did (like when I lifted the clutch up when it was in gear the car moved forwards which startled me as I didn't expect it). I didn't stall but I found it hard to keep my feet still on the pedals whilst looking around before taking the hand-break off. I then realised I could move by having my foot on the clutch and the handbreak off and then once moving put my foot on the accelerator which was so much easier. Once I'm moving I'm fine but he didn't tell me how to stop and when you're trying to stop the car you're not receptive to him explaining things. I kept asking questions and trying to clarify things but he just didn't explain things well to me at all. I feel so negative about it and I don't think it's because I'm incompetent but because I'm frustrated that he won't help me understand it before I am moving.
Has anyone else changed instructors for this reason? I'm worried that I'm blaming him when it's just my fear of driving but I honestly feel that he didn't explain. I know people change instructors because they're rude but he was a nice guy just made me feel too overwhelmed. I'm wondering if I should learn in an automatic car instead and then once I've passed that test then, if I need to, learn again in a manual? I'm not good with practical things as it is and I feel that driving a manual is too complicated.
Do any of you have any advice? Thank you.