I've been at uni my current uni for a year, previously spent a year elsewhere doing something else and left after finding it wasn't a good match.
Yet again haven't found it easy to either settle in or do the work, my uni's disability team are great but my programme leader has done very little in being accommodating to my different needs. I understand that essay writing is required of me on my course and I have sought help and have my DSA software but still really really struggle with it. I'm currently having to redo work from where the work I did in the year wasn't good enough and it's really getting me down and I really want to succeed but seem unable to do so.
I've actually considered doing damage to myself physically to get out of doing this work as my previous attempt was honestly the best of my ability at writing in an academic style with considerable help from the essay support team.
For me personally I NEED to complete a degree in order to feel like I am going somewhere and achieving in life but at the moment it is making me feel incredibly worthless. I would speak to a lecturer about it but they're currently all on annual leave/out of office for research projects. The parts where I do not have to write papers I am fantastic at but my inability- despite my best efforts- to produce an academic style piece of written work is causing me to fail.
help.