Hi ,
I'll get down to it.
Im 6 months into a relationship with my girlfriend; love her to pieces (as much as you can for 6 months) I wouldnt consider myself as homophobic or anything like that.each to their own in my eyes.
She has only had relations with men and swears she is straight. However when she is on a night out she will tell people that 'X' lass is turning her on with her dancing or that she thinks 'X' person is hot.
I asked her about it the day after and she said no, that she was definitely straight and objected strongly. ( I did not offend , in fact if anything I supported ..and not in a hunt for a 3some way.)
She finally admitted that she does find some women attractive in a sexual way (which i knew because she watches lesbian porn) and if she saw two lasses kissing it would turn her on...she also said however that she doesnt think she would try anything with a lass..."doesn't think" She is constantly saying that certain actors are hot or that in OTINB soandso is hot and she only compliments my clothes if im wearing a top with a hot lass on "oh, didnt realise,..like that top more now"
She says that she is not Bi as she hasnt done anything sexual with a lass.. this makes it seem to as if she would be bi if she had the chance..?
During sex she also wants me to put my fingers in her mouth so she can..taste herself (couldnt think of a pleasant way to phrase it) does this mean she wants to try others or am i being irrational?
I'm more paranoid that she is going to get with a girl other than a lad on a night out..I see either as cheating.
I want her to 'find herself' but not to get bored of me as as we both know..i dont have the female anatomy :'
and go for a woman?
Anyone been through/ going through something like this?
Am I being a dick?
Thanks